Discover new attractive places

Yesterday I went to Halo cafe and Wings cafe, the feels to both cafe is very nice. I had never been in these kind of cafe before, but cyber cafe, hehe. There were many songs that were sung by people on the stage, nice song with sweet voice, I was inebriated by the atmosphere there, and I am totally attracted by these cafes.....

Parents are old

This time went back, I realize that my parents are old, I seldom went back, I have never realized that their age are growing and they look like older and older. Mom and dad spend most of the time to feed thier children, give all their time, strength and heart.
I really can't wait to let them retired and enjoy life earlier......

Treasure of working people

It had been long time I hadn't back to home, I took a chance to go back to hometown from 21th until 25th. It was very happy holidays since I could reunion with my family and friends. I did eat, shopping, gethering and watch movie crazily, hehe. This opportunity give me a break in my boring daily working routine that make me become a half dead salty fish. But, the happy time is running out fast, now I am in cyberjaya already, continue the routine :((
It was not enough for me to take a rest.....

Who moved my cheese??

Just finish second reading of the second book that was written by Dr. Spencer Johnson, I strongly feel that I am like Hem, a little human that afraid of change, many negative thinkings in mind. World is changing, it doesn't matter if I notice it or not. I scare changing, I am afraid there will be a bad result after I make a change, so afriad keeps me form doing anything. Sometime what I am afraid of or worry about is never as bad as what I imagine. I need to move beyond my fear by asking myself 'What would I do if I weren't afraid'. This is a big barrier of me, I must overcome it!!

Song is a recorder of feeling

I don't know other people do experience the power of song. Sometimes, I did count those matters that were happened in past. In the my secondary shool and university life, there were a lot of special matters happen, those matters that gave me unforgettable feeling, especially those sad feeling. In every period of my life, I listen different songs. So when one unforgettable sad matter happened in the period that I was listening some songs; in future, everytime I listen again those songs, they will bring me back the feelings that as fresh as just happen!! I will continue to keep those 'special songs' that record my treasure feelings.

The Present

Last few days, I had just re-read a book called 'The Present', which written by Dr. Spenser Johnson. This book reminds me once again about the attitude of doing my work. I was not really experience the message inside at the first time I read it; now I truely experience it after working over 2 months. Although I already know the thread, but I still need to work it out slowly. I hope that I will get The Present and fully experience it in future.......

Missing something??

Recall back the time that I was a child, I had a treasure characteristic which I don't have now, it is called 'never give up'. I learned to walk, run, jump, bicycling and etc when I was small. I had never think how many failures I had done, I was not affected by those failures even though they were a lot!! I still remember those serious accidents I did when I was learning many style of cycling, especially I put off my hand while cycling. I learned from the failures and I do it better and better.
But when I grew up, I lost this characteristic, I fear to learn new things, because I scare failure. Failure make me feel uncomfortable and crash my self-confidence. I will give up easily, some times I give up even I haven't take a challange. My confidence is also affected my past failures, so as time goes, my thinking become more and more negative. I feel that my thinking is like a dead man, not as young man think, 'Everytime is possible'.
I need to adjust the view of failure, and dare to fail in order to success in future. Furthermore I want to discover the treasure chest, 'Never Give Up', that was threw long time ago.

Decision with stress

I am a person that think so much when I want to make a decision, I will think about the effects of the decision, predict the what things may happen and how will I handle it, have I consider it enough? Find out the reasons why I choose this way but not that way. Is the way will give me more benefit and less bad effect?
I found out that making good decision is very important; I can easily solve a problem, and save my time and other resources with a right decision; I may not able to solve a problem with wrong decision.
Decision become much more important when I planning what am I going to do in future to achieve my target.
And I found out that passion comes after decision is a golden key towards my target.

Opportunity is reserve for people who are prepared

Opportunity, I can't hold it while it is not for me; I can't keep it while it reachs the time of depart; most of the time it won't return after I miss it. There are a lot of opportunities pass by me, sometimes I took them, sometimes I missed and I felt regreted, sometimes opportunities come to me too early, I wanted to take them but I couldn't, due to I hadn't prepared to take the opportunities. I need to keep on to move forward and improve myself to achieve my target, so that I can leverage my success with the opportunities I take in future....

hobbies disappear??

Recently just realized that I have already stop many hobbies when I am growing, especially after working. I slowly change my thinking and hobbies as I grow up, and I start seek my dreams. In this process, I already stop many passioned hobbies unconsciously. In this busy life, time management is very important! How do I maintian my hobbies as the same time achieving my dreams???
Hobby is one of the good way to release stress too and make life more enjoy.

what a nice and relaxing camp

Sometimes I really myself never grow up, already 20++ years old, will play until so crazy until like a child. Last few weeks, I went to a camp in Rantau, with my brothers and sisters in Christ. It was a nice camp, long time I hadn't play until as crazy as this camp. It is really relaxing camp and I can enjoy the fellowship between brothers and sisters. I thankgiving that I have them in my study life and working life. They are some of the firework in my life, hehe.